SOPHIA - 'THE INFINITE CIRCLE' LYRICS 1. Directionless I say goodbye to my friends some I've known for years this is the first time I've felt the fear I kiss my baby she's just one month old I kiss her mother nothing I say can console I guess I'm losing my direction I'm losing my direction step on a train wave underwater I don't know if I'll be back again I try to say 'it'll be ok' it' s not the first time I've run away I guess I'm losing my direction I'm losing my direction 2. If only hand in hand we spend the night love comes easy by candlelight we lie about our past to make each other believe that this is the love that will last eternity if only, if only if only, if only if only I could believe that tomorrow when I wake from my sleep that you'll still be with me oh my love my love will always be 3. I'd rather you think you've got me all figured out you make me feel like I should be ashamed of myself I'd rather die than change the way I look at life I'd rather die than change the way I look at life and God, I hope that you weren't a waste of my time should I have to accept the pain of your past even though it's not the way that I might act but can't you see if I admit that I was wrong well I'm afraid it'll go on and on and on and on and God, I hope that you weren't a waste of my time 4. Every day every day, every day I think of how much I must hurt you and every day, and every day I think that today is too late that today is too late but do you really think that I never loved you but do you really think that I never loved you do you really think that I never loved you do you really think that I never loved you I never loved you and everyday, and everyday I think of everything I could never say and every day, and every day I think that today is too late that today is too late 5. Woman woman, you're a whore but at least you're a happy whore and woman, is it easy to forget that you really destroyed me and now, I don't think I'll ever be the same no the worst thing about this pain is it comes from my understanding and woman, is it easy to forget and woman, is it easy to forget that you destroyed me and now, I don't think I'll ever be the same no the worst thing about this pain is it comes from my understanding but woman, is it easy to forget and woman, is it easy to forget woman you're a whore 6. Sometimes (White hallway) white hallway I lock the door behold the woman that does not know she hides her face and says why are you laughing at me I reach out but she moves away and I can hear the children laughing but can't you see what you're doing to me oh, sometimes, I don't think I'll ever sleep but can't you see what you're doing to me oh, sometimes white hallway I lock the door behold the woman that does not know but can't you see what you're doing to me oh, sometimes, I don't think I'll ever sleep oh can't you see what you're doing to me oh, sometimes 7. Bastards some men are bastards and some men are swine but most are just afraid of being alone all their lives oh I pray I'm not alone when I die and some men are wicked but some men are kind but most are just trying to find a place to hide oh I pray I'm not alone when I die some men are bastards and some men are swine but most are just trying to find a place to hide and some men are wicked but some men are kind but most are just afraid of being alone all their lives oh I pray I'm not alone when I die 8. Within without you'll never know what I'm thinking of and you'll never know why I hide and you'll never know why in my eyes I have become what I despise no you'll never know I am not evil I am not evil 9. The river song I'm going to the river to see if I can find someone to protect me from what I desire I'm going to the river to find someone someone who can tell me where the love has gone I'm going to the river I'm going to the river I'm going to the river to find someone someone to protect me from what I can't find I'm going to the river to find someone someone that can tell me where the life has gone I'm going to the river I'm going to the river but I'm going to the river 10. Reprise instrumental